Making decisions was the painful part for me, the part I agonized over. But once the decision was made, I simply followed through – usually with relief that the choice was made. Sometimes the relief was tainted by despair, (...) . But it was still better than wrestling with the alternatives.( Twilight) Suddenly it reminds me how hard i had experienced to make decisions. Especially at the time I was in Hoi An. Coincidently with Bella, once I made up my mind, I'd rather go through it than fighting again with choices. I made up my mind. And I will go through it.